sometimes i wonder if i am a little too laid back about this whole being pregnant and motherhood thing. i think i know enough and have read up enough to get me through the next few weeks and i somehow feel strangely calm about the likelihood of giving birth naturally. of course, i don't intend to be a hero if i can't take the pain because i am a wimp, but i don't feel too scared about the process ... whatever the process turns out to be. it is one of those things that you just have to go with the flow i guess. let go and let God.
not really sure about what to expect after baby is born either ... how will all these plans to breastfeed totally turn out, will baby sleep through the night after some babywise training, will i regret not getting a confinement nanny and the decision to instead rely on the mum and mil for the help i may need? even with all these uncertainties, i still feel quite zen ... maybe my focus now is just on making sure baby is born safe and getting through the work day with a moving watermelon belly.
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